π DISSECT π
Loreen lives in a relatively safe civilized society, without an ongoing war. The goal is to physically fight (a punching bag for example) the enemy within, without hurting anyone. To restore Leentjes self-worth, her worth to be protected. Each class Loreen takes to learn techniques how to stopπ₯, defend and protect, gives Leentje the reassurance she is worth it to be protected, silences Perfecti more and π¦ΈπΎββοΈmoves Lorena over. Which does not stop the existence of antagonistic, callous mechanisms nor death, but might create enough energy to walk awayπΆπΎββοΈ, let go and seek the needed support. At least Leentje won’t believe she is not worth it to be protected anymore, but will be safe to perceive it as unfair and receive proper care for this feeling as soon as possible. This is important to Loreen, Leentjes presence, experience, perception. Leentje is worth it to picture a future at her happy, safe placeπ©, if it is granted. A place to connect, because her intention is to connectπ.
The punching bag is perfecti’s message:
Thankfully, my imaginary friend πΌπ»β€οΈπ believes in me, in my worthπ to be protected, in my worth to feel safe, even after ποΈποΈ seeing my messiness, clumsiness. That’s why I surrender and tend to even submit to them. I am thankful to experience this safety, this happy, safe placeπ©, within this kind of dynamic.