🔥 LORENA 🔥

Deeply flawed

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Since yesterday, I’ve been praying for my type. I can’t be in a relationship with all of them at once, even if everyone agreed; I wouldn’t even know how. But that would be a naughty dream come true :p. Realistically, the kind of men I’m sexually attracted to are too much in touch with their feelings, including jealousy, to be one of the many in a romantic relationship with me only(for example, one woman with 3 men in a romantic relationship). But that doesn’t take away my need to take care of all of them. So instead, I pray for them, in addition to praying for one future husband, which I already do daily. Rather than cooking for them, mothering their inner child while they father mine, and we take good care of ourselves, praying for them seems like the healthiest option. I care about them, and I suspect they care about me too, despite time and distance. I hope praying for all of them, reduces the overwhelming anxiety to prioritize only one of them consistently, if this one were to also prioritize me consistently.