Who am I?

On my road to discover who Leentje is I used google to help me a little bit. I don’t know how accurate the following analysis is, but maybe I’ll find out later. I based my analysis on the Myers-Briggs Type Indicator(MBTI):

Mind

How does Leentje/Loreen/Lorena/Perfecti interact with her surroundings?

Introverted or Extraverted?

• Leentje: E
• Loreen: E
• Lorena: I
• Perfecti: E

Energy

How does Leentje/Loreen/Lorena/Perfecti see the world and process information?

obServant or iNtuitive?

• Leentje: N
• Loreen: S
• Lorena: N
• Perfecti: S

Nature

How does Leentje/Loreen/Lorena/Perfecti make decisions and cope with emotions?

Thinking or Feeling?

• Leentje: F
• Loreen: T
• Lorena: F
• Perfecti: T

Tactics

What is Leentjes/Loreens/Lorenas/Perfecti’s approach to work, planning and decision-making?

Judging or Prospecting?

• Leentje: P
• Loreen: J
• Lorena: P
• Perfecti: J

Identity

How confident is Leentje/Loreen/Lorena/Perfecti in her abilities and decisions?

Assertive or Turbulent?

• Leentje: A
• Loreen: A
• Lorena: T
• Perfecti: T

My conclusion for now

• Leentje: ENFP-A – campaigner
• Loreen: ESTJ-A – executive
• Lorena: INFP-T – mediator
• Perfecti: ESTJ-T – executive

If it is possible that different modes have different personalities, than it’s understandable why my self-image shifts.. a lot. For example Lorena would love to be a professional dancer, Loreen would love to be a succesfull entrepreneur, Leentje would love to express herself and bond with others through singing and perfecti would love to teach. Most healthy career for me may be: being an entrepreneur(I’d love to take ‘safe’ risks) and give singing therapy/sing in a choir (I’d love to bond with others this way)?

More about Loreen and Perfecti

Depending on which mode is active I interact, process, cope and approach the world differently. I see a lot of similarities between Loreen and Perfecti. I guess that’s why my toxic parent mode is so active. I agree with a lot of what it says, but not with the approach. That may explain the difference I guess: between Perfecti being more turbulent and Loreen more assertive.

More about Lorena

My distrust (to flight attachment) in people and myself – due to my inability to maintain strong boundaries – makes me interact introverted with my surroundings.
Dissociating (to flight reality) makes me more intune with my fantasy.
Being traumatized/hypersensitive/aware(to fight repetition of my traumas) makes me sensitive to my own feelings and those of others.