Dear Leentje,

I gave Lorena room to make a choice. My choice to do this makes you feel dissapointed, ashamed, frustrated and scared. You feel guilty as well. Leentje, you are allowed to feel the way you do. It’s not your fault. I did not prioritize you. I want to make it up to you. I’ll do this by reassuring you: I’m sorry. I’m back and here for you, to take care of you. I still intend to prioritize you, take care of you and be there for you. You are safe. I take my responsibility by admitting where I failed you, apologize to you, make it up to you and by prioritizing you again. You deserve my dedication to be the best version of me I can be.

Much love,

Loreen