🖊 WRITE 🖊

Materialize

Aside from soothing activities like taking a bath, I have hobbies such as drawing, dancing, cooking, singing, and writing, which bring me excitement. I’m writing more often now, but still not much in the form of the stories I want to write. A leather notebook could stimulate me in this regard. For dancing, I really want a stage pole, disco lights, and earplugs or headphones that stay on my head when I move wildly or flip upside down (since soundproof walls and boomboxes or a standalone house might be too expensive for me now). I need to hear nuances of the music good, to feel it, and surrender to it completely. That’s why these🎧 would make a difference. As for singing, I might save up for a piano to learn to play the songs I come up with and to strengthen my voice. For drawing, I need papers to create wall paintings that I can take to the next house or, for that matter, a space where I can let loose on the wall. And for cooking, multiple crockpots would allow me to take the time for meals I enjoy making and eating throughout the week. All of this is too expensive for me to buy all at once, even individually. I wonder to what extent I can healthily integrate my sides alongside developing my executive side (healthy adult mode). Maybe like the way I still eat butter, sugar and meat, in moderation. Will I fuel sides where I have no control? Maybe if I explore it step by step, I can assess it better.